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I will forever be an Exotic! It’s just their title track Mama that I don’t like. Don’t worry i still love the EXO! Exo
Caution: To my fellow Exotics do not hate me for this.
I love love love love Exo since the first time they realeased their first ever teaser. They give off a certain vibe that i’ve never seen before on a rookie group. They dance as one and their singing prowess does not disappoint either. They’re like TVXQ, ShinEE, Super Junior, Shinhwa, Beast, 2PM all rolled into one. You can really see each member has star potential.
Enough with the brief introduction on my love for the group. Let’s get down to business. I’ll just say it bluntly. I DID NOT ENJOY THE MUSIC VIDEO AT ALL. Don’t judge me for saying this. It was too EVIL for me. In short, ILLUMINATI.
It started off with the boys with hoods. That alone explains itself. I mean, people with hoods are usually incorporated with cults and the dark side. Also, may I point out that the song was too DARK for me. The chants and the way the song was produced was a little evil for me. The beats and the music did not suffice to what I was expecting. The song was like a mixture of Shinee’s “Lucifer”, TVXQ’s “Keep your Head Down”, and Super Junior’s “Superman”. Also, the make-up that Kai, Kris and Xiumin were wearing in a certain part of the video was irritating. It shouted ILLUMINATI to me. The make-up was making the boys look like monsters. It was vicious and scary all at the same time. At the end of the music video, i was like “Lord, bless their souls.”
Even before the release of the song and MV, i had a bad feeling that the song would be disappointing. After all the hype that they’ve created for their single “History”, this song was generally a thumbs down for me. It was not what i was expecting it to be. and may I point out that the title was with no connection to the lyrics of the song. Also, the date of the release of the video was timely. Did they really do it on purpose? They released it on the day that Catholics are celebrating the Resurrection of Jesus Christ, in short Easter. I mean, there are a lot of things I considered while watching this video. But with this arguments that I’ve pointed out, you might wanna take a second look at the video again and correct me if I’m wrong.
Enough with the negativity. I also enjoyed some parts of it, specifically the dance. I am a wanna-be-dancer myself, so i am extremely particular with the dance. I enjoyed how they’re all synchronized while dancing. Each one of them can really dance. Also, i love the cinematographic aspect of the video. I love the angles and the visual effects of the video.
So, what do you think?
Not so sure what time of the day it was. All i remember is a huge ride sitting in the middle of our school’s playground. The ride was like a huge Roller Coaster with a bunch of slides. I just don’t know how it works. I remember it having a watching area where people can wait for their turn to ride.
There were a lot of people waiting in line. Then, all of a sudden, the rain started pouring. People were running around to find shelter. Unfortunately, people were so desperate that they tried climbing the ride to get to the waiting area. Since there were poles to hold the ride, they tried climbing it. I was standing at the right side of the “Roller Coaster with slides”.
Then, it was as if God showed me my “Knight in Shining Armor”. He was radiating (literally) with his white tee and Basketball Shorts. I was appalled to see JEREMY LIN, trying his best to climb the poles of the ride. I kept thinking to myself, what shall I do? Should I help him and introduce myself? Or shall I just leave him alone. I guess I had the power and authority to let people in, so I helped him get in. Since he was really near the top, i reached out and helped him. The other people were told to get done from the poles because the “rollercoaster with rides” was falling on one side.
Then, magically, the rain stopped pouring. I told myself, “how lucky can I be? I am with THE JEREMY LIN! How cool is that?”. Then, I asked him, “Are you alright?” He the answered back, “I’m okay”. That was the start of our long conversation. Our conversation was filled with laughing, smiling, giggling and whispering. While we were talking, he was looking down on me with those beautiful eyes. Whenever he has something to say to me, he would come near me and whisper to my ear. I just can’t forget about his beautiful face and big big smile.
People were looking at us like eagles. They were also whispering at each other while watching us having a fun talk. While we were walking, we decided to stop at the barricade of the “Roller Coaster with Slides” ride. We were leaning on the barricade while talking to each other. We were chatting like really close friends. Then, there was a long pause. It was as if something passed by. Then, suddenly, we looked at each other and we asked the same question. “What’s your facebook account?”. Then, we giggled. It was as if we were both one and the same. So, i took my pen out and wrote my Facebook name and gave it to him.
We continued our conversation. But there was this certain question that lingers in my mind. Is this for real? Am i dreaming? Is this really Jeremy Lin talking to me?
After a few minutes, i realized i was just dreaming. I woke up with a huge smile on my face. I have to say, it was the best dream I ever had in my 22 years of existence! HAPPY :D
The best part of my dream is seeing his PURRFECT SMILE! <3 <3 <3 LINSANITY!







Tired of being pushed around. I know i’m being a parasite but why can’t you understand that I’m trying my best. I no longer want to keep asking for money. As soon as I find a job, I will not ask money from you. You just don’t know how embarrassed I am to be idle for almost 6 months. You keep on nagging me about it. What can I do if not a single company wants me? You just don’t know how I feel. Sometimes, I cry myself to sleep.
I am so grateful of what you’ve given me. But sometimes you just piss me off. I continue to be thankful for you being there for me. I only ask of you to be considerate and appreciative.

